Of Kuan Yin, faith and deep sense of personal loss
I am feeling very tired today. I have been going around Sibu showing off the public places in Sibu. Benghui of course was more than happy to kai kai or leave the home.
Now that the holiday season is here, we decided to face the problem of Benghui’s poor performance in his exams.
He is now attending holiday classes/tuition classes from 8am till 12 noon every day and from 2pm to 4pm every day. Worse comes to worst at least he has some friends to play with. He has been very bored and climbing over my head. 
Some times when one has possessions for some time, it is difficult to let it go. Today, I decided to give away some possessions of mine for a greater good and even now I still feel its loss. Possessions through the passage of time, become precious. I gave it away to people who will appreciate it more
I do not regret giving it away but it is like a deep ache in me.. an inconsolable loss at least for the time being.
